At My Worst

You feel the pounding

of my head

in yours.

You sweat with each

hard beat of my heart.

I know I've warned,

but you've never heeded

and I'm looking more 

and more

defeated.

Don't know whether 

it's you or I

who's truly cursed.

You always get me 

at my worst. 

(I'm sorry.)

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"I hope for the best, but nothing changes. I'm sorry." Radical Face Glory